I am ok with where I am at in this crazy process, and today is not one of those days.
Today I am frusterated, that I am still empty armed.
Today I am angry my body doesn't work right
Today I am sad I could have has 2 babys already when I have just wanted one more.
Today I am confused as to why my body is more like my worst enemy
Today my heart aches
Today all I can think about is whether or not I will get another child.
Today, at the end of the day I will be grateful for the beautiful girl I have, but right now I want to cry and be fustrated and know that I have a right to feel this way without being thought of as a selfish brat.
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