Embracing the Beauty Challenge

I need to work on this

I need to embrace myself and love me for being just me. 

It's hard.

It's hard when I feel like I will never reach a "normal weight"

It's depressing that I have sabotaged my self confidence and health to hide myself. 

These are barriers that may never completely fall. 

I know I will always battle weight and body image issues. 

I have wasted years of my life being unhappy because I feel terrible. 

The inside reflects on the outside,

I feel terrible, therefore I must look terrible. 

How can I be a role model for my daughter when I can't even get myself healthy? 

I am sad, I feel like I fail everything. 

I am embracing one beautiful thing about myself today and everyday for the next 30 days

at the end I will reflect: 

I challenge you readers to do the same, you are beautiful.